P-p-p-Poker

Hello people,
last week poker-ed 2 days straight in our chalet.
spend a 100 dollars like nothing.
broke a red wine and beer bottle,
other than that, i guess it was fun.

yesterday poker-ed at chester's place again,
lost 20, normal.
ate mac, late order like almost an hour,
thanks to the operator who said there's mcflurry,
when there's no ice cream from 2am - 6am

slept for 5 hours,
woke up, bus home.
call starhub to enquiry about my bills,
filled in my visa application,
changed to semi-formal,
get down to school to pass my liaison officer my visa,
stoning at mp lab now.

really need some sleep.
need cigarettes.
and i really want that shades from cotton on.

yes, my blog is boring.
yawns

6 weeks to october,
9 weeks to 19's,
and countless amount of weeks till graduation.

flashlight is going well in schedule,
with me working on the menus and AI implementation.
personally, I would like to thank my team for working this hard to get so far.

might be leaving for genting in the september,
as a earlier celebration for my birthday since i'm leaving for osip.
pretty much things are like that right now.

just hope nothing will change.

Impaired judgement led me to an abyss, where a witch attacked me unsuspiciously. I'm blinded and weaken to the extend my knees give way even to mere walking. My only hope was a four leave clover that was missing from my pocket. The time in my watch stopped, the cigarette I was smoking had burnt out, the hopes of leaving the abyss was diminishing. I gave a try for a final surge of energy and started dashing. A blackout, a shiny light and a familiar sound.

Trembling in sweat, I realised I just woke up from my dream. Probably, it felt too real to be a dream.

imissyou, badly.

The words you said,

I will remember.

After this,

I will be different.

I will be stronger,

better, more independent,

more confident.

Cause I know,

although it was bad,

you probably meant well.

I look like a mosquito.

God gracious.

Australia's OSIP cancelled.

Stucked in Singapore for MP.

faints

I need a day off,

have been pushing myself too hard.

Too much for this month,

too much for me.

Still confused and lost.

I let my defences down, brought you into my castle, treated you like a queen, allowed you control. In the end, you couldn't even bring yourself fight a war. I'm a ruthless ruler, you made yourself clear to be peaceful. I hated that idea, and you gave up on me, since there was another better king. Having all the best troops and all the fanciful weaponary, beats nothing but an invisible thread of alliance. Thus, you left with all the knowledge, destroying a place you once called home. It's not easy for me. I could always rule again, but the rush is always not so powerful anymore.

All I shall say

i tried, and now you've lead me to solitude.
i know i can't break through,
because this is so real.

yet knowing that,
it's like trying to write with no pen.

people told me to give up,
telling me all sorts of cock and bull story.
i'm still here waiting.

and even if i am gone, i know you'd not regret.